yeah..im misssiingg someone 2 much... wanna sleep actually..but i cant.. mata cuba pejam..tp x leh tdo..otak sgt kusut asek pk 24 jam... kalo aku ni mmg xde perasaan kan best,xde la jd mcm ni.. haha...rasa alone sgt,walau keliling ada ramai kwn.. smtimes i try 2 forget,try 2 ignore,but it came back n haunted me,even im dreaming,when i woke up,im feeling so damn sad,coz i cant reach dat hand,dat body i hug in ma dream... if x bngon dr mimpi 2 rasa mcm bgos kdg2... im tired...=( exhausted,im dying in ma own life i create... in a black box,so dark,cant get out,feel like screaming,i cant prove anything now,god,why u give me this kind of conjecture.. U know i couldnt handle it... i cant even move on.. make me strong plz.. im putting so much effort in here.. making this relationship back.. i couldnt cry no more,ma tears wouldnt come out,i know im wrong,but god,give me one more chance...im really exhausted here..only U who know what im feeling rite now,ma fren keep laughing at me coz i cant 4get her,they say im stupid,coz its been too long more than a month, and keep on put hope to get her back.. just u who can hear ma prayer,im not a gud slave,but only U i can ask,U ma creator.. hope for Blessin'..amin...
yeah..im misssiingg someone 2 much... wanna sleep actually..but i cant.. mata cuba pejam..tp x leh tdo..otak sgt kusut asek pk 24 jam... kalo aku ni mmg xde perasaan kan best,xde la jd mcm ni.. haha...rasa alone sgt,walau keliling ada ramai kwn.. smtimes i try 2 forget,try 2 ignore,but it came back n haunted me,even im dreaming,when i woke up,im feeling so damn sad,coz i cant reach dat hand,dat body i hug in ma dream... if x bngon dr mimpi 2 rasa mcm bgos kdg2... im tired...=( exhausted,im dying in ma own life i create... in a black box,so dark,cant get out,feel like screaming,i cant prove anything now,god,why u give me this kind of conjecture.. U know i couldnt handle it... i cant even move on.. make me strong plz.. im putting so much effort in here.. making this relationship back.. i couldnt cry no more,ma tears wouldnt come out,i know im wrong,but god,give me one more chance...im really exhausted here..only U who know what im feeling rite now,ma fren keep laughing at me coz i cant 4get her,they say im stupid,coz its been too long more than a month, and keep on put hope to get her back.. just u who can hear ma prayer,im not a gud slave,but only U i can ask,U ma creator.. hope for Blessin'..amin...
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